i donno who or how many read my blog....bt ys i feel my heart feeling gd after writing!here i am again writing sumthing on this platform hoping sumbdy helps me with a suggestion!
i try hard to let the sand slip thru my fingers!bt each time it only thickens!
i hav never had a gr8 school memory to share, a major part of the school life i had!
i hav always had the times whn i was posed wrongly b4 ppl whether i liked it or not!i've had a bad rapport with ppl i was with...may b coz they thght i was too strict...too reserved or ys...snobbish!i dont blame nebdy...coz i knw they might hav their reasons!bt the fact is....i knw i did no harm....i was expected to be perfect being the monitor n later the head girl at different stages!
n then there was sunshine whn i changed not just my school bt my outlook too....bt may b the rosy glasses were'nt rosy enuf!
i was again pushed into that grief of loneliness n remorse!
i cldnt understand...where i went wrong!why was i convicted even after caring n trusting n being friendly!
n even after all these yrs...i may hav bcum more confident n blah blah blah.....
bt the fact is
i still hav a heavy heart!im still stuck!i need a reason....i need an answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or else i shall always have a heavy heart!