Thursday, December 14, 2017

Cluttered

Being the superior being has its own challenges....
so much to process, so much to accept...
so much to worry about....
that we often forget the simplest pleasures of being alive!

I often find myself staring into space,
With no specific answer as to whats running in my head...
A monotonous life, tries to break free into a realm that's unpredictive...
N on the contrary, unpredictive situations make me yearn for clues...

I see others, and like most of us, the grass seems greener to me there..
Though I'm aware that maybe their lives have their set of challenges that are much more difficult

My nature makes me drive myself to do something that relaxes me...
my time and strength, alas! leave me drained....
My brain seems to be processing so many things at the same time
that sometimes im tired of giving reactions

My multi-tasking abilities are put to test each day....
A mom, home-maker and a desperate desire to b an identity... are tearing me apart!

Time asks me to be patient....
My priorities remind me time and again...

I await my time,
for it was my choice to set these priorities
and that is all i remind myself of....

The heart yearns for a console 
My pals who are so far....

Life and its challenges always seem small when u see others and their suffering
But the answers to my queries are still out there...

This clutter sometimes gives me an ache...
But things are always cluttered till u dont unclutter them.....