Friday, September 24, 2010

To Leave and move on.....

I often look around n find ppl
who manage to be impressively practical.....
People who manage to figure out where to draw the line
No matter how thin it may be!

I've tried to understand this ideology....
n have succeeded to the extend of understanding the necessity of its existence...
but I've always lacked to implement it with leverage.

i have wid time managed to evolve as a being
who can understand the various stages of relationships n its unspoken rules!
I always thght love cld be imparted selflessly..... widout expectations....
Definitely..... widout the expectation of being understood, forget appreciated!

i knw i quite often come across familiar words,....
but Alas! life gets me into its vicious circle n grinds me well!

I may not be the only soul to experience this n so i wont expect sympathy of any sorts....
rather I would like to knw where am i lacking.....
For the more u keep ur heart crystal clear....
the more u r accused of being two faced!

Why words are so important, is truly beyond me.....
coz ppl dont listen to me anyways!!

things manage to turn out so contradictory....
That the dilemma is whether to sob or laugh!

where is that line that i am suppose to draw??....
the one that portrays me as caring n not desperate........

there are so many scenarios where ive put up a sentimental show.....
scenarios where ppl wanted me to be "strong"!

ive found that its easy to speculate or control others situations.....
than being in their place n helping them out.....
Easy to solve the prob than figuring out a win-win situation!

never have i understood how can 1 claim preferring you
by choosing over u!

Is it that i lack understanding of the worldly wisdom....
Of knowing when to say that u love!

how is it possible to make ppl understand ur heart
widout them taking u for granted??

It seems easy to look at others n aspire to be them.......
trying to create something out of u thats completely unlike you!

maybe that is the catch.....
to know when to leave n when to pull back......
to know that diff in emotion
where neither r u completely practical nor completely emotional....
that stage where u stay in control of urself
n being able to say.....
that ur world does consist of other priorities.....

to try till the extent ur heart n mind agree.....
to know when to leave n when to move on!!

1 comment:

Anu said...

its the eternal debate, asha.... we all go through the same quesitons... of not the same, at least similar!