The ray of hope!

What happens when u knw ur mind?
What happens when u perfectly knw wht can make u happy??
U drive urself n others to the edge of madness!!!!!!
In a weird scenario such as this....
genuine suggestions get lost amidst the picture of ur ultimate goal!
the journey is quite long....
ur desire for a companion grows stronger!
the situation now becomes, where u knw ur need but fail to put it forth..
n it pushes u deeper into the pit of misery!
diversion is extremely short lived....
the option plan doesn't convince u enuf!
for a dream that started it all......
is there now eternally stagnant for the moment!
Hope is the most vague word.....
For both Luv n ur accomplishment!
the concept of desire makes u wonder.....
what if i had remained as usual....Clueless!
U were supposed to be sun shine....
For no matter how many few hours may they be!
U knew u wld shine....
only with warmth n not heat!
the world closes in....
as ,what was supposed to be ur season....makes its entry, but just without u!
The clues are now clueless.....
the mind searches for satisfactory answers!
I know...its impossible to satisfy humans...
But hey......God just might have goofed up on me!!
searching for that one ray of hope i lead this numb life
For well, i knw what shall make me alive!!