I see such beauty around.....
that i find myself ugly!
Appreciation comes with an envy
That yearns me to be atleast a percentage of it!
So much beauty, so much wonder.....
So realistic, so much without make up!
The charm of a virgin smile
beats that of a polished face.....
Eyes that gleam with the satisfaction
Of wearing that which it desired!
What all will i be able to compete to?
For neither am I charming, nor do i have a clear face!
Destined to make people beautiful
I realize, i can never be that doll!
I try hard to have that nearly perfect mirror
So i can adorn what i c in my eyes!
What use are those attributes
Which cant be used to the maximum!
I c scare in the eyes that are unknown
I feel the loneliness admist my own crowd!
As if I ain't cut out for this life.....
N the option is unknown!
I live with a silent pain
Thinking each night of remedies!
Knowing that i cant touch that horizon
But still I wish to try!
The dream fades as I realize my flaws
After all a happy soul makes ones smile real!
Inspiration is short lived
but the thirst of excellence increases!
So much beauty around
So much that God has gifted
n my contribution????
May be just a compliment!