Realization of an expectant heart...........

i rise each day
to a new challenge.....

each moment i endeavor to understand
the pattern of my thghts..........

i know i now sound weird
ppl find it difficult to relate!

i know my love is far more soul piercing...........
my deeds are way too expressive.........

i expect somebody's presence.....
n there are ppl who expect mine!

here i stand with my self in jeopardy.....
for these eyes now seem blank rather than hollow........

i think i know my dream doesnt want me anymore........
i think its only me whos faking a dream world!

may be that wrld is just a wild dream........
my lifes truth.......is the biggest lie!